MJ's death affects us all... Probably me more than you though.

[r_vecchio]

Completely sucks. Not only is he not around to see live anymore but the show is gonna be delayed. At best. At worst, canceled entirely. I was really lookin' forward to that, it was a little special something on the horizon, y'know? Now I gotta find the money to get to the West End if I wanna see it before I die and that don't sound much fun on my own. But cassette tapes just aren't the same.

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That's exactly it.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

So you could text me the truth?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

I could.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

You gonna?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Do I ever do what you want me to?

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Once in a blue moon.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

It's normal colored tonight.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Okay, so this is that lack of trust thing again. Alright, well...least I'm narrowing down what you do and don't trust me with. The don't pile is considerably larger though.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Do you trust me?

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Helluva lot more than you trust me.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

That's not all that hard.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

...

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

What?

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

No, you know what, I'm sorry. You're right, trust takes a few years to build up, I get it.

Wait, wait, no...it has been years. And don't give me that bullshit about it not being so long for you.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

You haven't given me any reason to trust you, and I'm not asking for one. But just because you want me to, or you think I should, doesn't mean I'm obligate to.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

I haven't given you any reason not to trust me, Asher.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

And for that you're automatically entitled to it? That's not how it works.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

No, how it works is that you earn it over time, which I thought I'd been doing. Which I have been doing.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Guess you thought wrong.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

So let me get this straight. You don't trust me and you're completely okay with that. You want me in some capacity but won't do anything about it and you're completely okay with that as well. And it's coming up to three years now and we've met twice and you're okay with that too. Is that the gist of it?

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Not okay with it, but not not okay with it. It is what it is.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

What, too much effort?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

You seem to enjoy answering for me right after you ask a fucking question, so I'm not going to ruin that for you. Have fun.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

I dunno how you think I'm answering for you when I don't have a clue how you think. Question marks give that away, all I'm doing is guessing.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Well stop.