MJ's death affects us all... Probably me more than you though.

[r_vecchio]

Completely sucks. Not only is he not around to see live anymore but the show is gonna be delayed. At best. At worst, canceled entirely. I was really lookin' forward to that, it was a little special something on the horizon, y'know? Now I gotta find the money to get to the West End if I wanna see it before I die and that don't sound much fun on my own. But cassette tapes just aren't the same.

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[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Never know.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

I think you do.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Maybe.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

So we should just part ways here.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Yeah, sure. I don't even know what this conversation is about anymore anyway.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

I don't just mean this conversation, Asher.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Oh.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

I've tried wanting less, I have, but words on a screen just aren't enough for me. Waiting, pushing, trying to make you believe me when I say I love you? None of that has made you want more, Asher, and I can't wait around for nothing any longer.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

So don't. Consider our ways as good as parted.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Alright. If that's what you want.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Oh don't give me that bullshit. What I want doesn't even factor into it. You said it first, it's what you want. Have the balls to stick to your fucking guns without trying to make it seem like you're doing me a favor.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Open your eyes, Asher, it's the exact opposite of what I want. Does swearing work the same way as caps?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

You said we should part ways, I didn't disagree, but I didn't say it first. Does swearing mean I 'care'? Wait, don't don't; I don't give a shit. Just don't play the innocent when you're not.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Who cares who said it first, if you were thinking it you shoulda said it! And I'm not playing the innocent, I'm guilty as all hell. I have pulled every trick I could think of in the last two days, shifting the blame, reverse psychology, reverse-reverse psychology, which, yeah the last one, granted, you fell for, but it has gotten me nowhere. I was down to one card, Asher, that I swore I'd never deal but I did. I dealt it and even that backfired. You just don't care. At all. What the fuck do the words I love you mean to you?!

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Nothing but trouble.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

D'you see any possibility, at all, of us ever having some sorta relationship that doesn't rely on a laptop to keep it going?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Nothing resembling a healthy one.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Good thing I didn't specify. So that's a yes?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

It's not a no.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Still gonna let me take what I can get?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

You didn't get a yes, so I guess so.

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Thanks, I think.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Uh-huh.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_classact_/]

Look, I... You still want to see your damn show before you die?

[r-vecchio.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'd like to.