Hey, maybe that's not so impossible. I saw my dad after he died 'though I kinda always figured he was in my head. Fraser, his dad hung around for two years apparently, although his sanity's been in question on more than a few occasions so... but ghosts? I get that.
God, Ynez. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for this, I didn't mean to upset you. I don't want that. Just - I'll shut up, okay? No more questions, I'll just uh, let you be.
No, it was my fault. It was stupid of me to ask. I didn't think before I said anything and I should've thought. Tough habit to break I guess. I hope you do feel better tomorrow and I won't - do anything like that again.
Ynez, you got nothing to apologize for. I'm the one who messed up so I should be the one apologizing. But you, you have every right to be angry and absolutely nothing to be sorry for. I'm sorry.
It's okay. I usually avoid talking to anyone when I feel this way. Most people don't want to deal with it. My friend, Holden? I told you about him, I lost him recently. He used to tell me stupid jokes, one after another, just the dumbest riddles you can imagine. I miss that.
Hey, I wanna deal with it. However you are, y'know.
I'm uh, not much good with dumb riddles and usually all I gotta do is look at Fraser in the stupid Mountie uniform to get a laugh so... hey, I could show you what I looked like in the suit - I warn you, it's not pretty. Why I was in the suit, now that's a whole weird story right there.
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Date: 2006-10-20 02:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-20 03:37 pm (UTC)I uh, I told Kowalski about Stella. Maybe that had something to do with it.
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Date: 2006-10-20 08:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-22 09:25 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2006-10-22 09:48 pm (UTC)What's the one thing you've wanted to do in the world?
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Date: 2006-10-22 09:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-22 09:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-22 09:57 pm (UTC)That always ends badly.
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Date: 2006-10-22 10:02 pm (UTC)How d'you mean it always ends badly?
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Date: 2006-10-22 10:10 pm (UTC)I didn't stop to think. I wished for Carlos back. It ended badly.
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Date: 2006-10-22 10:13 pm (UTC)Did it - I mean, the wish, did it work?
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Date: 2006-10-22 10:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-22 10:19 pm (UTC)He was .. alive - and everything? God, you had to say goodbye all over again?
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Date: 2006-10-22 10:24 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2006-10-22 10:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-22 10:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-23 12:04 am (UTC)I'm uh, not much good with dumb riddles and usually all I gotta do is look at Fraser in the stupid Mountie uniform to get a laugh so... hey, I could show you what I looked like in the suit - I warn you, it's not pretty. Why I was in the suit, now that's a whole weird story right there.
Mountie Me
You can laugh if you want to...
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Date: 2006-10-23 12:32 am (UTC)What were you doing dressed like that?