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I didn't die.

I was very very close to dying but the thought of leaving the Riv fatherless again brought me back. Amongst other things.

Still feel pretty bad. My Ma won't leave me alone. Neither will this damn headache. My insides have successfully been spewed all over the place and chicken soup is the foulest thing I've ever tasted. I still might die.

But only if I kill myself.








So keep an eye on the obituaries.